Update January 4th 2010

I've found it very difficult to write anything lately. It feels very daunting to sit down and try to write down my thoughts. I know many of you have been concerned because there has been no regular updates. While I was feeling extremely fatigued for a while, I am feeling better. In terms of my treatment, I will be going in for some scheduled blood work over the next weeks, but there's nothing really scheduled until I go back to Houston in March.

I was feeling very tired and out of it for a while, but I seem to be getting some energy back little by little, and I'm certainly not as out of it as I have been. However, everything feels like such a big deal lately - I mean, doing things as opposed to doing nothing. I'm not sure if that is because I am actually physically tired (which I have been), or because I'm depressed (which I am as well), or something else (when I say I'm depressed, I mean chemically. I'm not sad; there's a difference). Anyway, there it is.