Pre Chemo Update June 15th 2009

Time once again to go in and have my monthly dose of happiness :) I'm not sure if I am going to start the remicade today, but I'll be getting sandostatin and zometa for sure, and possibly avastin. I can't say I'm looking forward to it, but I'll go in and get it over with for the month.

I had an interesting dream last night. I had a dream I was in Havana, but it was more like Las Vegas, and not in a good way. There were cameras everywhere and I was never sure if the people I met were real people or people sent to watch me. I went online to look for something and realized I was being tracked. Then I realized I didn't really have a way home, and while everyone was nice, no one was really helping me. I can't really describe how disturbing the dream was; not really a nightmare, but very uncomfortable.