I start chemotherapy treatment again tomorrow morning. I can't say I am looking forward to it after five weeks of going without it. However, since the oncologist lowered some of the protocol I might not react as badly. We'll see.
What I would like to believe is that tomorrow is the beginning of the end; that the marker tests and scans will show a marked improvement in my condition; and that I can begin to consider resuming normal life once again. That is my hope and wish, anyway. I have come down completely from the high of last weekend, but last weekend also made me realize the possibilities life holds for me once my treatment is finished. I am going to try to hold on to that goal and vision as I go forward.
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