Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I wish I could tell you...

I wish I could tell you my lack of posting here the last few days has been due to something positive, but, no. I have been sick almost non-stop since my last posting. The worse day (night) was Monday into Tuesday; I feel better, but that's not saying much, unfortunately. I've been getting extra hydration and anti-nausea treatments and that does help; but the fatigue is pretty hardcore.

Despite this, I still have a positive outlook and feel good in my heart and soul. This will pass eventually and I will begin to feel human once again; just in time for my next chemo treatment (sigh).

Hopefully more to follow if I am feeling up to it.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh, Ben....

Gayle Carrigan said...

Although Sam kept pretty much to himself the days following his chemo, I could hear it in his voice when he truly felt terrible. I am so sorry you have to go through this, but your willingness to put up with the hard times can make the better times even more treasured. I am really glad they are giving you the hydration therapy as I know it can be a big help from feeling so bad.

We are thinking about you and love you.

Gayle & Steve

Anonymous said...

I call you from L.A. I call you from Mexica. I call you in my dreams and in my waking. I call not wanting anything from you, that is anything you can't give me. Such as making me feel better by not telling the whole truth. You can tell me or not. It doesn't matter. I know. I'll always know. I just want to hear your voice. I'm your mother, it's in my job description.